You must be happy

pain, pain in addition to other damn, I feel the throat block the panic, wait for them to spit out all the internal organs.
which is hit by a car feeling? I struggled to stand up, ignore the next owner of the apology and the crowd of onlookers.
I parted them, and stagger onward. Now I just want a quiet place to sleep, sleep, do not feel this terrible pain so far.
I know I'm bleeding, clear red liquid clothes sticky me down. But I can stop it. I just want to leave the noisy crowd, go back to that dark corner.
my leg, I pulled the legs cut off like quick moving forward little by little, weak. But I do not want to down here, down in this place makes me feel sick.
I speed up the pace forward.
I'm beginning to hear what they say, a man has been shaking in my eyes, her large hand movements, shouting in my ear was exaggerated, but I can not hear what she said. Know that she is her, not him, just because I saw a group of red figure, like the red dress, fire in general.
simply do not know what she looks like me, so I can only afford to laugh.
I still like the forward, further and further slow, I have a feeling that the color red as the blood on my white shirt as glamorous arouses attention. I think the kind of flowers, the legendary open edge of the flower in their lives, people call Bana. Guidelines for the soul.
her, is not that guide my soul sticks to spend?
If it is, Oh, I have to urge to laugh. Well, take me with you. Take me to a quiet piece of road, with full recovery of the body and soul traumata.
I was tired, very tired, want to lie down, but a lot of people.
I still go, do not know why to go, just know to move forward, do not want to stop.
eyes blured, and gradually see other colors, only black, endless black, like hell, I want the soul of habitat.
cover I put my hand over his chest, heart beats very fast, and soon very soon, it seems that the same expression as I screamed like hell.
I still want to laugh, but could no longer pulling the corners of the mouth.
I know ... ...

I can finally quiet sleep.
good strong light, to stimulate my eyes. How is it? Hell also has day?
I hate the sun, hate it [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], playing with my vision.
I reached in to pull off a pillow under his head, cover the head. Buried himself deeper in the quilt.
Huh? I am a little slow in responding was not? I now sleep is obviously something called the bed. Hell ... ... also popular bed? It appears in the development of the times, hell is also developed.
my helpless Tansheng gas, Xiangpaqilai Cheguo damn curtains block out light.
I have a headache, really hurt, my God, this pain is too real, right?
So ... ... young? Also nice? Illusion, right? Is certainly an illusion, I pressed the pillow tighter, do not want to deal with this illusion does not make sense.

I was surprised when, forget the hand clutching his pillow, she removed the compact.
hateful light, to stimulate my eyes again. I curled up body, the quilt pulled up, once again blocking the annoying light.
dead? ? ? ? She told me that I did not die? ? ? ? ?
my surprise, opened his eyes, my god, the eyes of the powerful sting. I close, then open, then closed, then open. Finally, my eyes adjusted to this with bright light.
blinking her eyes, looked at me funny moves. I went up to her eye, such as black water, like Lake, like glowing facial shine.
I was stunned.
Beautiful women is striking, lovely woman is radiant. Well, pretty and lovely woman, no doubt to confuse charm.
She is the third!
I am silly, really silly! Is this one, I occupied.
I know ... ... my life is no longer his.
until later, I learned that she is the person hit me that day; she was that day in front of me shouting, waving his hands with the person wearing a red dress; She is the one before Hold me in my unconscious, me into the hospital, people admitted to the senior ward.
her family was rich, not my kind of life in the social strata and dark corners where people can imagine.
she has a fiance, and she married, her father business partner in the field.
man, very handsome long. Ask me how I know? Gossip magazines, many of his cover, what country is said to be one of Ten Outstanding diamond bachelor. Oh, he is not old, not thirty, not old.
the most important thing ... ... that men love her. Thank you, appreciate the lyrical prose

most important thing there is ... ... Three months later, she would marry him.
time off soon, I hurt so much in so many imported medicines and doctors and nurses are I believe she hit him a lot of money in those doctors, so that doctors like me Dangdie wait, I can be good so fast.
me and she said I'm leaving.
her eyes a little bit of sadness. I looked at, laugh really happy, this will be enough, is not it?
she left me, and said to me there is no documentation, no money, did not see any of my friends come to me. She said I could stay at her side, she can help me.
I laughed to open,
I do not like to see her frowning look [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], this is not suitable for her. I stretched my hand gently stroking her brow, this is the first and last time [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I can be so bold presumptuous.
her surprise, his eyes speak the same as that shiny told I could not help to kiss her.
my back hand, the impulse is so strong pressure, Tan Sheng Qi said to her,
light of her eyes had to know, I know, smart as she must know what I mean.
my life had been destroyed more than half, there is no hope, no future. She does not like her life is the gift of God is beautiful and perfect. We can only serve two people from across the sea.
not accurate to say that I look into the distance she can only become one of the many people.
Finally, in her eyes looking forward, I promised her to attend her wedding, and then leave.
Perfectly dressed in white shirt, suit and also wearing a silk tie. My life, for the first time that stood in front of people dressed decent.
far, she, like a real princess, smiling and greeting everyone. Her lace fringed dress, her hair pulled high, her slender neck, her tender and beautiful skin, slightly shy smile on her face, as well as the long tail.